Ive got to say everything Ive said once already...Ive written 3 fucking entries and this new laptop keeps on skipping back a screen. I did write saying how good it was but it is starting to get slightly annoying!! my cursor keeps randomly jumping over the screen! Grr!! Not sure whether I should reinstall the fecking keyboard or something!! Other than that it has been really good other than me taking nearly 2 hours to work out how to work out the webcam.. (u just press the laptop magic key and the F7 key and yet I was installing and reinstalling drivers!)

And as Ive already said 3 times, all of the family came around this weekend and we had a lovely time. I thought Id have a moment with Jaya and so took her for a walk with suki.. I imagined us strolling around hand in hand, my pointing at random sites in coventry and her giggling. I imagined my swinging her around and her filling the air with laughter. What I didnt think was that Id spend 10 whole minutes out of the house been dragged by a crazy dog and the only words coming out of Jayas mouth the whole journey been "Naughty Suki...Oi! NAUGHTY SUKI... SUKI SIT... SIT SUKI!!!" and "Wheres andrew?? Andrew walk?? Andrew come walk.." and my saying for all of the walk in my poshest voice I could muster.. "Suki... SUKI.. Please Suki, Calm down.. Come on now Suki.. Heel suki.. Heel... *angry whispering* "WAIT TILL I GET YOU HOME YOU LITTLE BETCH... YOU JUST WAIT!! YOUR FACE'LL BE FLAP ALRIGHT YOU SHIT FER BRAINS!" etc.as you can imagine.. I was home within 10 minutes..

We had one of Andrews big breakfasts this morning before doing a bit of shopping and then me waving everyone off with a heavy heart. It is now sitting here on my own thinking to myself that I wish I could try and make more of the time I spend with them. However, if I didnt get chance to sit down and "spend time with them" then I dont think Id feel like Id done much with them anyway! Besides, Im seeing them next week and no doubt after a couple of days they will be sick to death of me. :) xx