Since 11.05am this morning, my system has been down at work. It appears to be only me that is having the problem but no matter what we do, we cannot seem to recitfy it...

HOOORAHHHH!!!!!!!

It means I have generally been wandering around aimlessly, asking people for help.. sitting in with sales to kill some time while someone begs IT to give my machine the kiss of life, and generally replying to emails and having a good old skive-a-thon...

   I have a funny feeling that when I come off my dinner, it is going to have repaired itself... 

  I am not in the mood for doing any work... Dont make me do it... Someone come and pull the plug out for me!!! xxx

Andy has been staying at my place every day for the last few weeks. Last night we had our first night apart and I kept waking up in my half empty bed feeling for him to give him a squeeze.  I also kept on having dreams about him and waking up having a conversation with myself. This morning im a bit   ... Never mind.. As soon as Ive got work out of the way, I have a whole few days to relax... and Ill be with Andy which will be perfection on a stick!

  I need my hair cut... Verging on a "wig head" and so need to ensure that cuttage happens sometime tomorrow! xxxxxxxxxxxx

In a much better mood now..

My sexy boyfriend made it all better...

Have I told you about my boyfriend??

Last night I was a bit of a misery guts... Im still not completely sure why I was in a bad mood though. (I did pinpoint something that I knew had upset me, but it either got completely blown out of proportion in my little head, or Im just a sensitive soul that bruises easily!) Andy was asking me almost every hour what was up throughout the night so this morning, we are both a little tired. Ive sent him on his merry way to work with an Alpen bar, a sausage sandwich (leftovers), 2 bags of crisps that he likes, and a mint and orange kit kat. Im going to be sending myself to work with a healthy soup. I really need to cut down! Ah, bollocks to it...

Work was not too bad yesterday apart from a lady who spent half an hour on the phone confusing me, confusing herself, and confusing her accounts department. My calls are all monitored and I get measured on Talk time, hold time, not ready time etc.. In the end I decided that I was not going to get anywhere with her and after 10 minutes of persuasion managed to arrange a call back from our accounts department. Notes in the file stated after the initial explanation that "Customer is confused and after speaking to her on her accounts, so am I..." Ill probably get some kind of bad feedback from our accounts department on that but to be honest, I told my team leader exactly what I had done so she will know its coming!

Anyhow, better be off.. Time to have a shower.. Oh joy.. Oh no, I feel a bad mood coming on.. xxxx

Lovin this version of "so close" from the academy awards! Not seen it live before!

 Yesterday was my one month anniversary with Andy. To celebrate, he took me for an Italian meal which was yummy! We then came back home, ate ice cream and went to bed.. I feel like Im awake off about an hours sleep though.. Think Im going to get my head down for half an hour before I officially have to wake up and go to work...

Im going to leave you with the following.. Who wrote it, ill leave up to you to decide...

  'Its only been one month I know but I hope theres many many more ahead for us.  Sometimes I ask myself "When will I wake from this dream." Your amazing and every day we spend together, Im more and more amazed. Xxx'

Work is going really well at the moment with regard to training. It is clear that the company think something of me even if its not THAT much! Whenever I am been put on the phones though, I am finding myself instantly been put in a bad mood and it is beginning to show in how I am speaking to customers. I do not want to be in a job where I am repeating myself 100 times a day and where I do not know if/when Ill get promoted due to there been about 80 other people in the queue. So, I have decided to start looking for another job. But where to start!? I had a brief gander this morning and there is absolutely nothing going for the kind of things that I want to do. Patience is a virtue I suppose!

My phone has been playing up the last day or so.. Having all sorts of accusations thrown at me but please rest assured it is vodafone who are the "ignorant bastards" and not me!!

OMG.. I did a whole blog and didnt mention Andy! I dont know whether I am proud of myself or disappointed! Lol! x

Can I just say.. Phwoar!!  Every time I look at this photo im just... well.. just Phwoaring! hes a sexy monkey! Lol! xxx

How come the weekend whizzes by so quickly all of the time?! It seems only a few hours ago that I was looking forward to the trip up to Stoke On Trent and yet now, I should be getting ready for work!!

Andy met all of my family over the weekend and got on really well with every single one of them! He was getting really nervous before hand but as soon as he met them he realised that there was little to be scared of other than Jaya waking him up with a dolly or a pushchair in the eye! Speaking of Jaya, she seems to have developed a slight obsession with the Rag bone man.. She spotted him sometime last week twice in one day and now is almost singing songs about him a few times a day.. Oh how we laughed tho! (Oh! Oh, bone mannnn, 'E gone.. but.. Oh!... etc) Also, when Andy was saying "Bye Duck" or "Bye chicken" she also gave him a very concerned look and said "... no...Im Jaya..." Bless her little cotton socks!

As well as meeting all of the family, Andy also met Stacey on Friday who thought he was rather wonderful, followed by Jamie and Julian on Saturday who also liked him muchly! I really did do the rounds!

After visiting daddy in Crewe to shout at him about his lack of "stag lists" for his stag do and giving a very hung over mummy Julie her birthday presents (Happy 57th birthday to mummy Julie!), it was time to be off for Nuneaton for Sunday dinner with Andys folks. I tried extra hard to come out of my shell and make conversation etc. It is hard to believe to some people, but I am actually very shy at times! I think I did quite well anyhow and I had a lovely sunday roast followed by apple pie and then lots of snuggles from my gorgeous sexy boyfriend! (thats andy, by the way...)

We have now managed to move Dame Kazduck so that her residence is now in Crewe with Paul. The house was a lot nicer than I had expected it to be.. Rather trendy if I do say so myself and so I am feeling a lot better about her residing there rather than where she was before! Im not quite sure whats going to be happening when I visit at the moment.. Whether or not we shall we be spending the majority of time in Crewe or in Stoke... Decisions decisions!!

I also took Andy to "the club" in Stoke on Saturday night. (for anyone that didnt know, it is meant to be stokes premier gay club) We lasted until 11.30pm and then rang Bev who came and picked us up! The place was dead and to be honest, I had no desire to be there other than showing off Andy to the gays... Of course, as luck would have it, there were only about 20 of them our and 15 of them were under the age of 12 by the looks of it!

Ooh, and I meant to take a photo of bevs bump.. she is getting a little like a bat and ball already! Shocking!

Have a good Monday everyone!! xxxxxx

This week, I have been addicted to eating flamin' hot monster munch. They are yummy!! I think it may just be a phase but I could be wrong.. Howeverm, if this is to be added to my list of addictions then it needs to accompany the following:-

Andy
My laptop
Music
Worrying
Sex (See "Andy")
Indian Food (under sub heading - food, glorious food)
Chocolate
Hollyoaks

Quite tame addictions really.. I suppose at least my list doesnt read:-

Recreational and hardcore Drugs
Fisting
Gay cruising in a field full of sheep
Jeremy Kyle...

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Just thought I would comment on a comment I got from lledeb on my last post about gawping at andy through the night :-

"I dont think it makes you like a stalker because you like to look at the person next to you in bed., when I first met my wife i used to be like that, thinking how can somebody so perfect be laying here next to me. I used to tell myself to make the most of her because sooner or later she would come to her senses.

I still wait for that to happen."

Y'see, this is exactly how I am feeling at the moment. I am making the most of our time together because somewhere deep down inside me, I feel like nothing this good could ever happen to me.. but it is..

I spoke to Bev and asked her if she has ever felt this way and she said the only person she has is with Quinton her husband... she said that even when they were apart when she saw him she thought he was "phwoar" even though at the same time she wanted to punch him in the knackers... And they have been together for almost 10 years if my mind serves me correct?

Maybe it is all just about meeting someone who feels exactly the same way about u as u do them? That is when the click will happen and thats when you get the fireworks.. The very fireworks im getting every time I look at andy.. every time I think of him.. every time he texts me, emails me...its crazy! He has not once disappointed me yet and I have never ever felt this way about someone in my life!

I feel for people who stay with someone because of security, kids, circumstances or just because they are scared to jump. Luckily, although I tried the whole "been with someone because they love me and Ive got security", Ive always been pretty stubborn and something inside me is failing to settle for anything less than "the one". Id rather be a pauper and in love.  But everyone should have this feeling at some point during their life.. Its amazing.. Makes all the shit in life worth it!

I remember when I was with Adrian my ex, I used to wake up with him looking at me.. Only now do I understand what he was feeling and why he did it.. and that maybe he wasnt about to grab the curtain rail to whack me over the head with!

 Dont get me wrong, there is a long way to go and Im sure that the road is certainly not going to be of the "yellow brick" variety... in fact, it will probably be full of turds at every corner... But Im sure hes going to be worth it... Unless i find out that hes a big axe murderer or something.. that could darken things a lil...

 Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and shouted.. "Whats the harmonized code for.... Ooh, im still asleep.." I think this training may be taking its toll on my life!

 im sorry that alls I keep talking about is Andy at the moment.. its all thats going through my head though and everything else is seeming completely irrelevant...

Oh, and im going to start looking for another job I think.. I want a rather large rise in wages and I think Its about time I took a leap and tried to aim a little higher... Ive always been good at what i do so its time to up my game!!

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Last night, I didnt get too much sleep.. Andy stopped over and when he is next to me I spend far too much time trying to stay awake gazing at him. I just cant believe how perfect his features are and I find myself just.. well, staring! I must look like one of those psycho stalker type people that you see in the movies... But I dont care because Ill wake up during the night and he will be giving me a peck so he must be similar.. Either that or Im waking him up with my *parps!*

Ive been in training at work this week and it is much better than been on the phones. However, I have found myself sliding down my chair at some points during the day. I know its bad when I start slobbering while Im awake, so I am going to have to ensure that I get an earlier night tonight or Ill be a beast tomorrow!!

Xxxxx

The top photo is a photo that Andys mate Kerry took of us on Saturday night... The second one was one of Andy messing around today with my phone.. I think that he ooks really cute in it...

  Today I met Andys parents and his sister... His mum was really funny and she gave him a lot of stick which was a refreshing change to see as he is so cheeky to her whenever he speaks to her on the phone... I have told him that Dame Kazduck will probably do the same to me next week!!  Im on best behaviour.. Love u Mummy Dear!! xxx

  Ive known how i feel from the moment I met him... But. after talking to my family online tonight, they have agreed with me that it is love.. I have never had such strong feelings in such a short time for someone and Ive certainly never clicked with someone so well. For the first time I feel that just been "me" is enough and this is helping me to finally let my guard down, something I have not done with anyone for a long long time. He has managed to get more out of me in the time we have been together than my ex partners managed in months/years. He has said the same about me. With all of the emotions, my insecurities have been rearing their ugly head at times,  but I havent let them spoil how great I feel and if anything is on my mind, he says just the thing to make it better instead of winding me up even more. It just feels so right to be with him. Even in public, I want people to know that we are together which is certainly a first for me.  We were walking down the gay street in Birmingham on Saturday afternoon as a gal and two guys walked towards us, he said "adie, gizz a kiss..." so I gave him a peck. As the woman walked past she said "Well, thats just disgusting!"  I was laughing my tits off for hours afterwards! Obviously, they didnt know where in Birmingham they were! Absolutely everything I feel seems to be mirrored in his feelings by what he says he feels.  When we went to the indian and the guy was rhyming off our order... we both finished it off with a rendition of "and a partridge in a pear treeee!!"  without the other knowing.  You cannot predict that kinda clickiness!! We both gave each the look... the one that says it all and the one that we give each other all of the time...

  He is such a gorgeous guy but he just doesnt see it which makes him even more attractive... If I try to pay a compliment, he will just change the subject completely... I have found that he tends to hide behind his wicked, fun loving, amazing personality. Oh, if I could only explain the electric between us when we are together... we spent a whole 3 days together and for not one minute did I wish that I was anywhere else in the world. (as my friends and family know, I usually tend to get bored within an hour or so!)  Everyone who has spent time with us in the last week has seen it.. we are like love sick teenagers.. but its much more than lust.. Ive had that plenty of times and I am always over it within precisely 4 days! When I lie with him and look into his eyes, I could cry with how happy and lucky I feel to have met such an amazing person. I aint ashamed to admit that I may have got a little teary on the odd occasion since we met.... But for once, all in a good way and all in the name of Lurve!! 

So there we have it.. Hook, line... sinker...

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I met the first lot of Andrews friends tonight. I can honestly say that it was an absolute pleasure...One of them was a female version of Andy, and her girlfriend was gorgeous. We laughed and joked all night and had food and a few drinks. Im here typing this while Andy is in the bog so will keep this short...

Life at the moment for me is better than it has ever been. Seriously. For the first time I have met someone whos feelings seem to reciprocate my own. I think the world of him after such a short time. I have sat at times worrying about what happens if this all goes tits up. It seems like the story of my life that something bad would be due to happen any time now. But, I just have a feeling that this may be Adies chance...

I dare you to try and take it away from me.... *grr*
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First things first... The photos are of myself and my lovely boyfriend Andy.  They are also of the first lot of roses, and choccie roses that were left at my doorstep yesterday and then the 10 roses that he bought with him when he came around last night.  The photo does them no justice at all.. They were the proper velvety nice chunky roses and I loved them... I didnt expect anything to follow this but he also brought me a teddy rose, 101 Love songs CD, a big box of Thorntons, a bottle of champagne, a pepperami HOT (cos he says im hot!), a box of Lindt chocolates and a rolo cake! Along with all these lovely presents, he took me out for a lovely Thai meal in Leamington called "the elephant." It was absolutely gorgeous and we had a bit of banter for most of the night.  We did get a few stares, been two lads together but he played up to the cameras by mentioning "the wife" and "the kids" a few times... It was fine! 

  In return, I had a 6 love heart balloon bouquet with chocolates delivered to his work,  bought him a kenneth Cole RSVP aftershave set, some marks and spencers chocolates, a bottle of champagne, some love hearts, some love vouchers, a "hot stuff" flashing badge, a me 2 u teddy bear holding a rose, all wrapped up, and 4 cards... because I couldnt get the one I wanted from bloody Clintons Cards.. Im sure theres probably something I forgot but at the moment, I cant recall! All in all, I have to say the best valentines day Ive ever had... And the thing was, it was nothing to do with the gifts that he bought me and just about the person I was with. Ill save the slop for another time anyhow! 
 
 I think its fair to say that I have the love bug... When Im not with him, im thinking about him.. when Im not thinking about him, im dreaming about him, when im not dreaming of him...I dunno, we just... well, click... Like Ive never "clicked" with anyone.

Lonestar - Amazed

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Chorus

Solo

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

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Happy Valentines Day everyone!!

I know that it is just another way to milk us all dry of our hard earned pennies but whether or not Ive been single or in coupledom on Valentines day, Ive always thought that it is kinda nice to dedicate a day to been lovey dovey and spoiling the person that you are smitten with. I know it shouldnt take a dedicated day, but unfortunately with work, life and schedules, sometimes it needs us to set aside just one day for the better halves in our lives. I suppose it can be likened to mothers and fathers day.. A day to appreciate those who brought us into the world..

Enough of my harping on anyway.. I know that most people will disagree with me anyhow.. God knows, I heard enough whining about it to last me a lifetime today at work!!

I will go into more what Ive bought Andy for Valentines day on Friday but it does include 4 cards because I saw a card I wanted in Clintons and then they shut 10 minutes early so I had to go into Tesco and rummage through the best of the last instead!! Im still unsure how I ended up with 4.. I know id previously bought one... then I saw two with nice words in and a cutey one... so kinda ended up with 4... Ho hum!

Have a great one guys.. xxx

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I have made the decision that the key aint going back until the day that I have paid up until. Final answer...

xxx

My srawberry slim fast is all lumpy and vile!!! :-(

Ive probably not mentioned, but I didnt tell my ex landlord that I was moving all of my stuff out. This is because I:-

A. Had paid rent up until this Friday
and
B. Was afraid that if he knew I was leaving, he may "do one" with my belongings.

I received a shitty text from him on Friday saying that someone had turned up at the house saying that they were "helping Ade to move out.." and that he let them in my room and he wasnt impressed etc. People didnt even know where I lived as it was not something I had advertised, as I was pretty ashamed and certainly didnt want many visitors! And noone except myself, Jasey and Andy knew I was moving apart from a few close family and friends, all from Stoke. And then it clicked, he had been in my room and saw that I had taken all my stuff so was playing a little game with me making out someone had been around. So I text him back saying "well, if they have touched any of my stuff then we will have to call the police..." Just to let him know that I could play the "lets bullshit" game...

Last night I get a text.. "Can you post the house key tomorrow... I have someone moving into the room on Wednesday.." I have toyed with this and thought a little bit more... and Im still unsure on whether to just post the key to get the idiot off my back or whether to make him wait until the official date that I have paid up until. After all, he should not even know that my room is completely empty because the twat shouldnt be going in there! I know the easier option would be easier to just post his key and cut my losses but there is part of me that thinks that my new housemate has let me stay here rent free for a week because he knew the shit I was having there so why should "Mr orgy smelly robbing bastard cat lover" get any more money out of anyone just cos he has been a cheeky twatto??

Andy stayed last night... We havent spent the night together since the first night I met him when we stayed at his mates house.. On the cold hard floor.. yet even though on the first night we had about 2 hours sleep and I woke up with a banging hangover and a bad back, it was still a memory that I will look back on and smile especially as we woke up every half hour or so and had a bit of banter with each other about something or another and it was at that point that we clicked. Last night was great anyway... though Im f'kin knackered now!

Andy is more my type of person than I have ever met. I am able to be completely honest with him and when we swap stories, it is surprising how similar we are. I feel as if I have known him for years. I cant wait for everyone to meet him because I just know that when the Dame and Beverley Anne meet him, they are going to know that there is something just a little bit different about this guy...

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Things that I have learnt this weekend:-

1.) When taking your mother out for a birthday meal, it is still OK to do a runner from the restaurant. (for 7 of us, they presented us with a bill for £14.50.. We paid that, gave them £5.50 tip and legged it!)

2.) Pregnancy is suiting my sister much better this time around. She looked bloomin beautiful last night.

3.) Im a better friend than I give myself credit for at times. I did the dutiful thing and tried to call Staceys ex boyfriend last night, sent him an abusive text from her phone and then a long lecturing text from my phone. This morning she was still grinning about it. The wisdom I possess when I am pissed is sometimes untrue!

4.) I can play "changing rooms" even with a hangover from hell! (As long as Jason gave me step by step instructions on what I was doing at any particular moment!)

5.) Bigger is not necessarily always better. My new room looks so cosy and GORGEOUS!  It is as if the stuff I bought for the previous room has finally found its home. I will be taking some photos when Ive managed to do a final couple of bits tomorrow.

6.) Glasses dont always make me look like a big fat geek... I wore them last night and it was like "coming out" all over again.

7.) My boyfriend has great taste in pants... (He bought me a DVD player for my new room AND a pair of sexy designer pants which I will model for photos at a later date no doubt!)

  Hope everyone elses weekend was as great as mine was... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy 58th birthday to Dame Kazduck!

(omg, shes gonna kill me...)

Lol!

Going to make my way up to stoke once ive dug out my clothes etc, to receive my beatings! xxxx

Well, Im sitting in my new bed, in my new room, in my new house. I havent felt this content for as long as I can remember.

Jasey and I painted the room this afternoon and have made up one lot of the drawers for my bedroom. (Well, Jasey made it up while I hmm'd, Awww'd and did some general hammering and screwing when it was requested of me...) I am going to Stoke tomorrow but by the time I arrive back, there will be a strip light up, a new carpet fitted and a dimmer switch fitted for my light... At this point, me and Jasey are going to build the wardrobe and then sort out all of my clothes/crap into the relevant slots. It has been a hard day but the worst is now over and I am finally beginning to settle..

Andy and I have decided that we are now an item so I officially have a boyfriend. I cant even begin to start waffling about how wonderful he is because if I did, I really would be here all night. Jasey met him tonight and they got on like a house on fire. There really is not a bad word that I can say about him... and he gives me the kind of butterflies that I havent had for as long as I can remember, which is nice. Scary, but nice.

Can you hear that?? Silence... No cats meowing or scratching at my door.. No orgies in the next room.. no surround sound banging through the floor... nothing... Just, silence..
And Can you smell that?? Fresh washing... No smell of fermented kitty shit in the kitchen mixed with 60 a day smokeage and chip fat... (Jasey, back me up here...)
Oh and can you SEE that?? A bedroom that has a chance if I get it done right, a room that the landlord WANTS to look nice. A house that is been done up as we speak but which I already happen to think is really nice with the most gorgeous kitchen in the world! Not a room that I have come into that is literally laced with cat hair, broken furtniture (which I fucking fixed might I add!) and not a cat in hells chance of it looking anything other than a tidy-ish mish-a-mash. And, Not a kitchen that has a constant shitty filled litter tray in it, carpets that you could make a coat out of the hair on them and plates/bowls/cups that have a constant layer of grimey greasy dirt over them. (I had my own bowl, spoon on fork under my bed.. THAT is how bad it got.)
And more than anything, I have a massive pile of my stuff downstairs in my housemates living room.. and I know that is where it will stay.. Cos I know him and I know that he wouldnt help himself to ANY of my things.

Oooh, and the internet works too!! How the smallest things in life can seem a god send at times!

Im so happy now, I could just sit here and grin like a cheshire cat all night... So I will *grins*

Goodnight all.. Sleep tight xxxxxxxxx

3 and a half hours sleep.. that what Im living off.. Its a bloody good job I was only in work until 10.30am otherwise I would be getting violent by now.

Well, Im back home now and the place stinks worse than Ive ever known it of cat shit. Ive been polite about it for long enough. It fucking hum dings here and if it wasnt for going out for dinners with Jasey and Andy, Id be anoerexic by now because with the pongs going on ere, I cant bring myself to cook anything.

My mate Stacey rang me this morning just after 7am. Just before Christmas she got together with the love of her life. She has been with him on and off for nearly 6 years.. The off parts were always his choice and not her own because he always felt that he wasnt ready to settle down. The last time she split up with him, she went for a clean break. She met someone else and although he was not perfect, he was a pleasant guy that thought the world of her. Throughout the time with this new guy, her ex was always getting in touch saying that he would fight to get her back and saying that he had learnt the hard way that what he wanted was her. He continued to do this until just after Christmas, she followed her heart and agreed to give things a go. He told her he wanted her to move down as soon as she got a job and for the weeks since then, I have never seen her looking so radiant and happy. She has been going for job interviews and had managed to make it to a second interview... And yet this morning she rang me sobbing down the phone. She has been awake all night because yesterday she received an email from the love of her life telling her that he doesnt think things are going to work out between them and to not contact him. She drove an hour to get to his house to ask what was going on and it turns out he went out on Sunday and met up with the girl he was seeing before him and Stacey got back together. He was tempted he says and so something is wrong...

He is a stunning looking lad but in my eyes he has let the best thing that had ever happened to him slip away. My friend Stacey is not only beautiful on the outside but on the inside too and she has a rare quality of lighting up a room when she walks into it. I know that anyone who has ever met her will agree with me on this. Dame Kazduck and Beverley Anne, I know are fans of hers. I know she doesnt read my blog because she understands I.T about as much as she understands the bible...(you should have seen her going for it when she realised that she could download any song she wanted on my itunes... Cost me a bloody fortune!)

Im moving out this weekend although the room I am in is mine until 16th February and Im going to check things over and over to ensure that I have not forgotten anything... Ive just got to make sure I manage to grab my other laptop as I need to give it to Beverley Anne soon.. as soon as I have my files off the bloody thing! At the moment, the housemate is still using it so I may just have to whip it away when he least expects it...

Oh golly gosh, I could be wrong but im sure I can hear cleaning going on... Probably a false alarm but I still may faint...

xxx

Andy emailed me today and told me to keep next Thursday free. "Why?" I emailed back, before checking my PC calendar and realising that it is valentines day. It would seem that I am been taken for a meal on the most romantic day of the year. He isnt making me wait until the weekend after when its cheaper or anythin! It is Somewhere that is going to be a surprise. I cant wait!

I met up with Andy tonight and we went for a meal at old/new (not sure which) Orleans.. I had Chicken Fajitas and they were absolutely gorgeous! We then went on to a bar to meet Meera, my friend from work. Meera loved Andy and agreed that in real life he is SO much hotter than in his photos, that I have shown her! He is a bit of a dish and when I look at him or indeed think about him when Im not with him, I get all gooey feelings and my tummy does cartwheels. For as long as I remember I cant remember been like this! As MkFunky would say... "Gah!!" Lol!

I am only working 7.30am until 10.30am tomorrow and then have the rest of the week off as holiday. Its a good job really as there has been a lot of shagging in the next room where I am living, and so I have been unable to get to sleep! God knows how many people are in there.. it would appear to be more than 2 but less than 5..I know this because when i brought Andy home tonight, they were all half naked in the living room and ran to close the living room door! There also appears to be a lot of slapping and shouting going on... I tell thee peoples, if it doesnt stop in the next 20 minutes or so, Im going to either go in and finish the fuckers off myself, or go in and show them just how it feels to be slapped about a bit... with my bedside table fuckide lamp!!

Oh, I wouldnt like to be a customer ringing in on the early shift with Adie Plop tomorrow...

"Hello mr customer... no your parcel is not coming out today... Exqueeze me?? Yuhuh.... yuhuh... well mr customer, the only thing I can suggest would be for you to fuck off, and then die.. in that order... Now is there anything else that I can help you with or are you going to fuck my day up even more??!! "

Oh god, theyre getting louder *sticks fingers in ears and sings amazing grace at the top of his lungs!*

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I dont seem to be having much to say at the moment.. My net connection in the house I am in is really bad and it keeps dropping and losing my my posts every time I try writing one.. Im going to try and post this but who knows whether it is going to work.

I dont know why, but I am starting to feel as if it may be wrong me posting on this blog about someone new that I have met and raving all about them after the majority of the rest of the blog seemed dedicated to my moving to Coventry with Drew and suki (who is now with Andys mum and dad) etc...Im thinking when my premium membership comes up for renewal shortly, I may take the plunge and create another blog. Im a little pissed off to be honest because I send myself on such guilt trips about such silly things and worry about who could be reading the blog and whether I would be judged by them etc. I suppose only those closest to me know the full story about anything..and to be honest, it is them that understand. How can I make people understand when they only know half of the story?

In fact, I think im going to do a friends only post, right now.. xxx