I dont seem to be having much to say at the moment.. My net connection in the house I am in is really bad and it keeps dropping and losing my my posts every time I try writing one.. Im going to try and post this but who knows whether it is going to work.

I dont know why, but I am starting to feel as if it may be wrong me posting on this blog about someone new that I have met and raving all about them after the majority of the rest of the blog seemed dedicated to my moving to Coventry with Drew and suki (who is now with Andys mum and dad) etc...Im thinking when my premium membership comes up for renewal shortly, I may take the plunge and create another blog. Im a little pissed off to be honest because I send myself on such guilt trips about such silly things and worry about who could be reading the blog and whether I would be judged by them etc. I suppose only those closest to me know the full story about anything..and to be honest, it is them that understand. How can I make people understand when they only know half of the story?

In fact, I think im going to do a friends only post, right now.. xxx