The top photo is a photo that Andys mate Kerry took of us on Saturday night... The second one was one of Andy messing around today with my phone.. I think that he ooks really cute in it...
Today I met Andys parents and his sister... His mum was really funny and she gave him a lot of stick which was a refreshing change to see as he is so cheeky to her whenever he speaks to her on the phone... I have told him that Dame Kazduck will probably do the same to me next week!! Im on best behaviour.. Love u Mummy Dear!! xxx
Ive known how i feel from the moment I met him... But. after talking to my family online tonight, they have agreed with me that it is love.. I have never had such strong feelings in such a short time for someone and Ive certainly never clicked with someone so well. For the first time I feel that just been "me" is enough and this is helping me to finally let my guard down, something I have not done with anyone for a long long time. He has managed to get more out of me in the time we have been together than my ex partners managed in months/years. He has said the same about me. With all of the emotions, my insecurities have been rearing their ugly head at times, but I havent let them spoil how great I feel and if anything is on my mind, he says just the thing to make it better instead of winding me up even more. It just feels so right to be with him. Even in public, I want people to know that we are together which is certainly a first for me. We were walking down the gay street in Birmingham on Saturday afternoon as a gal and two guys walked towards us, he said "adie, gizz a kiss..." so I gave him a peck. As the woman walked past she said "Well, thats just disgusting!" I was laughing my tits off for hours afterwards! Obviously, they didnt know where in Birmingham they were! Absolutely everything I feel seems to be mirrored in his feelings by what he says he feels. When we went to the indian and the guy was rhyming off our order... we both finished it off with a rendition of "and a partridge in a pear treeee!!" without the other knowing. You cannot predict that kinda clickiness!! We both gave each the look... the one that says it all and the one that we give each other all of the time...
He is such a gorgeous guy but he just doesnt see it which makes him even more attractive... If I try to pay a compliment, he will just change the subject completely... I have found that he tends to hide behind his wicked, fun loving, amazing personality. Oh, if I could only explain the electric between us when we are together... we spent a whole 3 days together and for not one minute did I wish that I was anywhere else in the world. (as my friends and family know, I usually tend to get bored within an hour or so!) Everyone who has spent time with us in the last week has seen it.. we are like love sick teenagers.. but its much more than lust.. Ive had that plenty of times and I am always over it within precisely 4 days! When I lie with him and look into his eyes, I could cry with how happy and lucky I feel to have met such an amazing person. I aint ashamed to admit that I may have got a little teary on the odd occasion since we met.... But for once, all in a good way and all in the name of Lurve!!
So there we have it.. Hook, line... sinker...
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