So, Andys parents have been really good and taken us both back into their home. And things are great there. Work have been brilliant and are trying to give me as early shifts as possible so that I dont have to trek an hour and a half on a bus to get to work. And money wise, apart from maybe been taken to court for £1575.00, I should be better off than ever. But this is not the case unfortunately. Every day, I am waking up with a headache and keep finding myself feeling really really unhappy about the general direction in which my life seems to be headed. Things have also been strained between me and Andy since all the shit last week, with moving in together and then moving out together etc.

I am getting so sidetracked with everything that I am not paying any attention at work and am having to ask customers to repeat themselves 20 times... At this rate Ill be lucky to have the job im in, let alone get the promotion thats going.

I need to get a grip. Theres just a constant big lump in my stomach that I cant seem to fill at the moment.. Im having a good go with take aways and junk food but I think ill feel better after going to see my family this weekend.

xxxx