• Cheated on diet last night. Had Pavalova. With lots of cream. Apologised to myself for ruining my diet. Worth every minute though.
  • Dont feel hungry today, not even had a slim fast... Gotta be good this weekend otherwise diet will fail and will be "the fat one over there" at the wedding.
  • Laptop arrived. Not impressed at all...Should have new trendy Windows Vista Business on there but instead came with XP Professional because it had been downgraded by previous owner. No CD to upgrade again. Have written to Sony to beg forgiveness and for them to provide another CD. I fear they may snub me.. Am quite obviously not trendy or clever enough to own a vaio.
  • Spent over 5 hours last night trying to sort out drivers for shiny new laptop. Still dont think is working. Contemplated throwing the fucker out of the window but reminded myself of cost and refrained.
  • Littlewoods stupid enough to give me £600.00 credit to buy loads of nice toys. Ordered Ipod touch and realised old model at £250.00... or new model for £209.00... rip off merchants. Going to send the old one back and have the new one. Contemplating writing to childline to tell them of the atrocities.
  • Going Stoke tonight and trying posh wedding suit on tomorrow. No longer looking like one of Ribena Gang and so should be ok to try on without embarrassment. Fear because of empending weight loss, may have to take it in 10 inches by next week. Staying positive.
  • Woke up in middle of night to Andy saying "Dont test my fucking patience"... Dont know if I am:

A. Tickling his chin while he sleeps
B. Kicking or hitting him as he sleeps
or
C. Invading his dreams in a Freddie Kruger type way and teasing him there.

 Either way, fear that if I dont stop doing whatever it is I am doing, may not wake up one day. Deaded Adie. :-(

xx