• Found a really nice quote online that I want to post later on. This is just a note to remind myself.
  • Feeling as if at some point, have been poked off the straight and narrow walk of life. Have not got a clue what to do to try and get back on. Sometimes feels like every decision I make is the wrong one.
  •  Also, have very unrealistic views on what I am looking for in a relationship and think that if I dont change quite dramatically in the coming months,  I may never find it.  Actually beginning to resign myself to fact may never find someone who I am happy with and who accepts me for me.  Trying to get a life of my own instead of constantly sharing in someone elses. Only then can I find eternal peace.
  • Yes, feeling a bit down today. Cant wait to see family this weekend. They are the one thing in my life that is constant and secure.