- Kept myself entertained this morning while walking to work. Had been borrowed big blue umbrella and pretended to play golf with pigeons and when I got bored pretended it was a gun instead, shooting random pigeons/birds/squirrels/children.
- Self pity yesterday continued into the night. Treated myself to all train tickets to Stoke around Christmas as first class. Felt happy for about 30 seconds then thought "oh, bless me" and started getting upset... Fearing am like frail old woman with lots of cats spending her last pennies treating herself to a pie and pea supper.
- Ate half of a chocolate orange last night. Made me feel a little bit better. Then it must have taken a dislike to my body and created a party in my tummy which led to stomach ache all night. Pah.
- Going to have happy day today. Already painted on smile. Am going out with Meera and Harvi tonight and although they are a couple they always make me feel loved, and Harvi always has a flirt with me. I love em both!
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