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Hello From Sunny Stoke-On-Trent,
Firstly, A big merry Christmas to all of my family and friends both on and offline.. I know I promised that I would write before today but as am a lazy filthy scamp, am prone to not keeping promises and so ended up not blogging.

So far have had a brilliant Christmas. I am not sitting in front of my presents but I will present to you what I can remember getting:-

A stocking full of sweets/treats/playthings - Dame Kazduck
A hunks 2009 calendar - Dame Kazduck
2 really nice t shirts from River Island - Dame Kazduck
A "grow your own girlfriend" - Dame Kazduck
Sophie Kinsellas new novel - Dame Kazduck
£100.00 Cash - Daddy and Julie
Emporio Armani He EDT - Daddy And Julie
Mistletoe boxers... U know where the mistletoes gonna be.. ;-) - Daddy and Julie
A little black book and wallet - Daddy and Julie
Topman PJ bottoms that ive been asking for for ages and vest - Beverley Anne and the gang
Topman T shirt which is very groovy - Beverley Anne and the gang
Chip and Dale/Tinkerbell/Family Guy DVD - Mikey my housemate
Boots voucher - Nana and grandad
Princess Parking sign for my bedroom door (SO groovy) - Mikey my housemate
Girls Aloud Album - Secret Santa present

So far also had from the cuddle whore:-

Wicked Book
Pyjama bottoms from topman but different to the ones that Beverley Anne gave me so excellent buy!
Pride and Prejudice DVD/Sweeny Todd DVD/Bareback Mountain DVD (is actually brokeback mountain)
Big fat slab of unhealthy yummy choc filled with fudge/marshmallows etc...
and finally:-
Slippers!!! (which was really weird as I was just saying to my mum yesterday how I could do with some!)

So far very very good... and The cuddle whore is coming up to see me in Stoke tomorrow where we are trading the rest of our presents..Im excited about it now! Im hoping to convince him that he wants to move here with me when I finally come back! Im just hoping that everyone gets along well!

Merry Christmas Everyone!

Tomorrow I am going back up to Stoke. I can't wait. I have not seen my family in over a month. When I don't see them, I pine for them.. Usually if I dont see them in 3 weeks, I can feel myself getting edgy on the few days before going to see them. After over 4 weeks of not seeing them though, I actually managed a breakdown. It felt as though over the Christmas period, I had done nothing that made me feel in the spirit of things. I hadn't put up a Christmas tree, nor Christmas decorations. I wasn't there to smell the pate as my mum made it for the 5000, I didn't bear witness to Jaya trying to smuggle chocolates off the tree. I hadn't seen my family to discuss our christmas plans which just meant that all in all, I was feeling very very unhappy. I wondered around playing the puppy clown whore as I always do, but inside something was building up.

It came to a head last Thursday when I got home from work and tried to start wrapping some Christmas presents. One thing led to another and I became an evil troll beast from hell and was absolutely vile to The Cuddle Whore, who remained patient and understanding during my strop. He came around in super quick time to try and sort me out but I seemed to be filled with what can only be described as "something." After a lot of "talking it out," we decided that I needed to do something Christmassy with my family when I went up to Stoke, so I gave Dame Kazduck a call to discuss my requirements. I asked if we could do something to get me in a Christmassy mood on Christmas Eve when I was up and as she was going to be busy on Christmas eve, she responded that she really didn't know if she would have the time. I attempted to get off the phone before the tears started rolling but failed miserably and ended up in a full sobbing mess, the cuddle whore sat next to me stroking my leg and giving me hugs and my mum reassuring me that we would make time to do something "christmassy" on Christmas eve.

The next day, the cuddle whore took me to a few shops and was insistent on me getting some Christmas decorations for my bedroom so that I could tack the place up. He brought around tinsel and coloured lights from his mums house and I got an array of tack from Wilkinsons and the 99p store, inclusive of a little real Christmas tree from Wilkos with glitter in it! We spent Friday night putting up all of the decorations and for the first time this year, I got a bit of a warm Christmassy glow. I have got a lot to thank him for.

So I decided to book an extra day off work so that I could see my family just them few hours earlier. Bev is going to come and get me tomorrow because I have several bags of pressies to take up with me!

Im really gonna miss the cuddle whore though. He's coming up on 26th to come to a family party.. But I'll miss the little bugger in the meantime. He's been great..

Hope that all of you are in festive spirits. I will post before Christmas day.

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Well Im back to never blogging again. What a shame.. I was getting so good at it for them couple of weeks as well!

Christmas is coming up and I just have a couple more things to buy and then am all done! I am spending Christmas with my family up in Stoke (where I belong) and then the cuddle whore will be coming up to meet Dame Kazduck and Beverley Anne around 27th December. I think he's looking forward to meeting the family and making it kind of "official" but he is a shy bunny so Ive asked the Dame if we can go out on the 27th to bring him out of his shell..

I really dont have much else to say at the moment... Cant wait to see my family! Lol xx